I never seem to find a reason to let you in again, or forgive you. I’m sick of feeling like I need you knowing I never did, but I miss you. I never reach my indecision to let you see again all I give you. I’m sick of feeding your attention, knowing I never did. I distress you with what I do now. Taking and breaking and hating. I remember all you said to me now. Faking, forsaking and failing. My memories are all stained again
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I bought the new Seether album and it FUCKING RULES!
So I went to Alex Jury's house on Friday afternoon and hung out with him. We didn't do any crazy shit this time but we will next time believe me. I am going back over their next week and will take pictures so...NO WORRIES! We swam in the lake and such and I hit on some of the really hot girl life guards. It was good.....it took us that to realize that we needed women badly haha. Then after that I went to Robin's house on Saturday night and we watched some terrible movies. The Texas Chainsaw Massacre ( the original ) and Hide and Seek. Both were stupid but all the girls I was with except for Sami were screaming their lungs out. I was with Robin, Sarah, Sami, Jacquie, Tara, and Liz, I think thats her name. We had a pretty good time. I'm in a couple pictures that they took. The best part of the night was when I put on Robins brothers halloween mask right after the Texas Chainsaw Massacre and hid in some room and waited for Liz and Sarah to pass by and scared the shit out of them. It was classic... ahh good times. We ARE planning to do that again soon, hopefully at Sarahs crib. So.... it should be good.
Heres a bunch of random pictures from a while ago.

A penguin that I drew on Meredith's stomach. What a good night! WOOT

Phil trying on an even gayer shirt that I made him put on

Me wearing a very homosexual shirt that Phil made me put on

A bike seat actually....and yet noone noticed that it looks like a dick. I bet I'm not the only person to take a picture of this.

Random picture from a long time ago. It never ceases to make me laugh
|Unseld|
If I decide that I am alive Then I'm diseased and ungrateful And if I confide that I am a liar Then I'm diseased and ungrateful Push in till it breaks, if it bleeds then I'll be okay
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